Monday, October 21, 2013
I love scary movies. Most people cringe at them, but its what I live for. The scarier the better. I never get scared so if a movie brings terror to my heart then I know it was truly a good one. I have seen so many scary movies that I can usually tell someone exactly what will happen during a movie I have never even seen, but when I'm wrong about it I cherish it. I love the adrenaline rush I get when I'm scared, my body gets all tingly and warm. Its the best! Most people don't think scary movies are good date movies, I beg to differ. What isn't good about having an excuse to hold on to a cute guys hand or use his shoulder to hide your eyes? Nothing at all! Plus a guy would probably much rather go to a horror film than a chick flick. So I say bring on the movies and make them good, because I'm almost unscareable. :D
My view on tattoos is if a person wants one go for it, but make sure its something that has meaning and you won't regret it in 6 years. I do have a tattoo, on my ankle, it was the best choice I have made. It has a deep meaning to me. Not all people share my view though, some associate tattoos with gangsters and bikers and generally bad people. Some jobs will deny you just because you have a tattoo. Its not right but it happens. I think people should be judged not by the way they look, but by the way they act.
Why is relationship status so important to so many people? Why do so many people think they need a boyfriend/ girlfriend to survive? In high school it seems like the end of the world if you're single. Why? Being single allows you to explore who you are, it lets you do what you want when you want. You can look at guys/ girls and not feel bad you find them attractive. Why give up that freedom so early? You are still young, no rush at all. Sure I've been dumped and I've done the dumping a number of times. It seems like the end of the world, but its not. Being in a relationship lets you explore what you like and don't like in the opposite sex. You have your whole life to find a soul mate. While you're young just focus on you and what you need to do in life. Go for your goals and never change them for anyone other than yourself. If someone asks you to change they don't truly love you. So follow your dreams and if that special someone shows up in your life then cherish them, but it probably won't happen during high school.
I have it all figured out. I know where I want to live and what I want to do. I want to move to California after college to become a model, while attending grad school. By the time I finish grad school my modeling career will be just about over, because modeling has such a small window of opportunity. Once I am finished with my modeling career I will move back to Iowa to settle down near my family. I will hopefully begin my job with the FBI as a criminal profiler. After that I will see where life leads me. It's pretty relaxing knowing exactly what I want to do in life. It takes a bit of stress off my shoulders. I know in my heart being a criminal profiler, ideally for the FBI, is what I want to do for a career. I like to figure out what makes people tick, why the do what they do or act how they act. I love analyzing human behavior, it truly brings joy to my life. :)
I've been feeling super home sick lately. I'm not sure how to cope. I just really want to go home every weekend and be with my family and cat. I feel like I'm just to far from home. I'm a very family oriented person so this is super hard for me. Its almost unbearable. I just don't know what to do.
My roommate and I are two very different people. She is almost my exact opposite. I am usually a very tolerant person, I can put up with the most annoying things fairly well (thanks to living with little brothers). But my roommate is super messy, and her stuff isn't just on her side of the room. She has clutter everywhere and boxes she still hasn't unpacked! I mean seriously how can someone still not be unpacked!?! I try to deal with it but I feel as though she doesn't realize I have to live there too. I know I'm not the cleanest person ever but I feel like I should try to be not that I have to share a room. To me its like she doesn't even care. She has a lot of down time she could use to clean but she takes naps instead. I don't know how to say it nicely that I hate all her clutter. AHHHHHH!!!